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BEER
  .02 CLOWNS OR MIMES
CLOWNS
  .03 BATH
SHOWER/BATH
  .04 PIRATES
PIRATES/NINJAS
  .05 TITS OR ASS
BOTH
  .06 COFFEE OR TEA
COFFEE
  .07 SPICY OR SWEET
SPICY
  .08 SUMMER OR WINTER
SUMMER
   .09 LEATHER OR LACE
LEATHER
  10. ROUGH SEX OR GENTLE SEX
BOTH
ENTJ-A

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[ Like hell is she gonna say it's his fault, though. This is all on her. ]
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[What could he have done even if she had?]
so, what do we do to get rid of it?
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and i'm not really used to asking for help, so. this is difficult enough for me as-is.
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What do we do to get rid of it? Tch. Still playing a hero, even when she's busy turning into a complete and utter mess over nothing.
How should she say it?
Why won't the words come?
Long, snowy white lashes drift lower when her eyes shut for a minute, then two. Inhale. Exhale. She can feel the petals swelling in her chest... what were they called? Gardenias?
After that moment of stillness, she opens her eyes again and starts to type. ]
🔒 locked to hawks (look at her respecting his privacy like a dork)
if i said i had feelings for you
would that bother you?
1/3
How does he respond to this?
How does he even feel about this?
Sure, he's had confessions before, plenty of times, but it was always just a matter of offering a charming easy letdown. This time...how does he even feel about Adeline? He's been so busy putting off that question for another time that he hasn't spent any time thinking about it. Sure, he's had a couple of 'oh fuck' moments about her, but surely it can't be...]
2/3 - 🔒 locked to mayou and hawks
hypothetically speaking?
I mean, bother isn't the right word, for sure
[He sends it, and winces, because that came across totally wrong, but he has no idea how to make it better.]
3/3 - 🔒 locked to mayou and hawks
Heart and breathing sped up. Inability to immediately give a gentle letdown with a smile. The sensation of emotionally being stuck in quicksand.]
I don't mean that in a bad way
[And this is when it hits him, where he knows the coughing flowers thing from. Hanahaki. Isn't that just for shojo anime though?]
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She's not really sure what this dull, mildly painful sensation is. Not disappointment per se — because she prepared herself for this, the gentle letdown rigmarole — but it sure isn't pleasant. An ache, maybe. Like a bruise.
Still... her lips quirk a little, finding the humor of it all. She can imagine the look on his face. ]
you can be blunt, you know. i can take it.
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it's not like that
I've turned down a lot of girls before, I'm pretty good at it.
so if that was the answer, I'd just say it
it's not that easy, in this case
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it's not time sensitive anyway so no rush lol
[ She needs to take a long nap. Or a walk. Or just... something to distract herself and give him space to process. ]
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[Is she as conflicted as he is? It's hard to tell from text, but he's not particularly eager for her to see him in this state either, worried and uncertain and not entirely confident.]
what do you mean by that?
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normally it's easier to just
idk
break things off way, way before it gets this far?
[ Oof. Asshole behavior in hindsight. That unwelcome sucker punch of self-awareness is gonna smart for a while. ]
but now that i'm here i don't know what i'm doing.
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oh, yeah. that's usually how I deal with it too. back home it was either fans wanting to marry me or one night stands starting to catch feelings. easier to just cut it off.
yeah, I've got no idea what I'm doing either
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pun mostly not intended
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i want a refund
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I kind of egret making the pun in the first place.
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i changed my mind
death by salad lungs is the lesser of two evils
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[A momentary pause, while he thinks, seriously, about this situation and what to do. He doesn't have friends here, not really. No one he can go to for advice. For a moment, he misses Endeavor, even if his advice probably wouldn't have been great to follow.]
would it be stupid to ask on the network if this happened to anyone else?
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that's how you get the biggest sample size, right? by reaching out to as many people as possible?
then no, there's nothing stupid about it.
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you want to come to my room after so we can laugh about the replies?
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