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BEER
.02 CLOWNS OR MIMES
CLOWNS
.03 BATH
SHOWER/BATH
.04 PIRATES
PIRATES/NINJAS
.05 TITS OR ASS
BOTH
.06 COFFEE OR TEA
COFFEE
.07 SPICY OR SWEET
SPICY
.08 SUMMER OR WINTER
SUMMER
.09 LEATHER OR LACE
LEATHER
10. ROUGH SEX OR GENTLE SEX
BOTH
ENTJ-A

text; un: dabi
text; un: hawks
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so what was the point of messaging me again? just missed me?
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now for yours: no, I'd rather you forget all about me, but something tells me that won't happen
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being a hero is all about being a liar.
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I got into it to save lives
[A pause, before he finishes typing. He knows Dabi's true name, but in all honesty, he doesn't know his story. Finds himself curious.]
and what'd heroes do to you, Todoroki Touya?
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but I thought that way before we ended up here
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that's not ever going to happen
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I'm not one of your friends though
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— text; un: derecho
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No seriously. That's it. That's the message. Hilariously, she drew a blank on what to write and peaced tf out like a quitter. ]
text; un: hawks
what're you making out of it?
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don't read into it]an earring probably
red isnt usually my color but ill give this one a shot
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well, I'm flattered. ;)
hope to see you wearing it sometime, I bet it'll suit you
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flattered enough to donate another so ill have a matching set?
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but fine
im listening
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and you know what I mean
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maybe you want to give me all your worldly possessions and a new feather?
sounds like a good deal to me
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not what I was thinking of though
more like, kneeling and putting my head up your skirt
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getting off on what?
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the ladykiller act. its cute and all but doesnt work so well on me, babe.
[ Lucky for him she just thinks he's getting a laugh out of her reacting to ridiculous sappy lines and pet names. Which... fair, she does that too. ]
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[Why did that bother him a little? Should not have. He's a grown man.]
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my mistake. tone can be tough to parse over text
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no sweat! we wouldn't be us if we weren't trying to rile each other up a little, would we?
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speaking of which... think you can float that feather down to me before we meet up? or is that out of your range?
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I'll have to come about halfway. sadly, my feathers are only SO miraculous
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oh well. ill just have to model the one earring for you instead of both, sorry
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nah, I can get it to you. I was meaning to go out and grab a coffee and maybe play some poker
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I just need more money
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if only there was a way to fix both of those problems at the same time
what a shame
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see, I just didn't figure it was my turn to ask for that
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bummer
guess youll just have to tough it out
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"a horny mood won't distract me", remember? your words, not mine
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but just because I can doesn't mean I want to
or maybe you'd rather come with me and sit in my lap while I play. for luck
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come on.
I'm picturing you sucking my cock right now, it's more than a little distraction
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(∘❛ั⌔❛ั∘)
[ Who needs wink emojis when you can radiate smugness with cute birds instead???? ]
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but I'm pretty sure I can find someone else to suck my cock.
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well. that backfired
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i value honesty. if you want something... just ask. seriously its that simple
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point. I'm really the worst, though. there's some things I just don't want to admit
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like... admitting a literal hero is too terrified to ask for head?
;)
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I'm not terrified of asking for head
I just don't make a habit of asking anyone for sex more than once
it just sounds desperate
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hey, no judgement here. its your life.
how about this...
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The fact she's actually writing full messages with punctuation is a glaringly obvious clue she's taking this seriously. ]
Open door policy. Drop by if/when you want.
If I'm not here then shoot me a message and we can meet up somewhere else, no strings attached. Deal?
[ Can't sound desperate if you just Show Up out of the blue, right? ]
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After a few moments of thought, he's making his way to her room, mouth set in a half-smile, suffused with relief. Somehow, she made it easy. He texts even as he makes his way there.]
same with my room. you can drop by whenever you want me, for whatever. and if I'm not there, a message.
[A moment later he's knocking on her door.]
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Hey.
[ Yeah, okay... maybe there's some coyness to the faint smile she gives him while leaning against the doorframe. ]
Made it down the creepy stairs in one piece, I see.
— text; un: derecho
[ Ha ha not asking for any specific reason or anything.... ]
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[This could be interesting?]
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theres some extra macarons up for grabs if you want them
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extra macarons huh?
I've never tried those
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normally i charge for these
[ Also known as: her dumb ass made way too damn many as usual. ]
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[He looks at the picture for a moment, and a slow grin crosses his face.]
aw, those are cute as hell
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sooooo like i said
youre lucky
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now what did I do to deserve this kind of treatment?
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being in convenient walking distance
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I don't believe you
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not my problem if the answer isnt one you wanted to hear
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I just don't believe you at all
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[ Aight look nobody said she was a convincing liar. ]
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so youre gonna enable my laziness by coming to pick them up, right?
(∘❛ั⌔❛ั∘)
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I mean
my nice shower is RIGHT THERE
waiting
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i hate when youre right
fine
but im eating some on the way as a delivery fee
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go ahead, I don't mind.
oh, btw, I got some of these cool little ball things you throw in the bottom of the shower, or a bath, and they make it smell like lavender or eucalyptus.
just in case any cute girls needed to use my shower
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joint product testing might be in order
for the sake of conserving water and getting the biggest bang for the buck, obviously
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obviously.
bath or shower, though?
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but a shower's fine too if its easier for your wings
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I mean, I can do it myself, but having help means less awkward and painful spine bending
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and honestly ive been kind of curious how that works lol
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[Except that no one's really helped him with his feathers since his mom.]
it's not exactly hard, just awkward. it's usually not a problem when I shower, I can just sort of shake them into place, but after a soak? different story
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detach them
and hang them up on a laundry line to dry
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no.
I mean, I probably COULD, but no. usually I just use my hands to straighten out whatever's crooked. they dry naturally and they're pretty water resistant in the first place.
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text; un: derecho
She really doesn't want to do this. ]
hey
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hey.
good hey or bad hey
cuz hey could mean 'I have more delicious macarons for you' or, I dunno, 'help, I am a damsel in distress and need rescuing from a pro hero'
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uhhhh
'mildly inconvenient 50/50 chance of being a problem' hey?
distress is definitely involved but it's complicated
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huh. no one ever said 'it's complicated' about something good.
is it an in-person thing or an over-text thing?
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A LONG pause. ]
i guess i could tell you the details over text and you can decide if it's worth an in-person visit?
probably simpler that way.
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sure. up to you. I'm fine talking deep stuff in person, or over text.
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the problem i'm talking about is.................................. part of that. i think. probably.
[ god have mercy on esikko if he was wrong about this because if this blows up on her for nothing she sure won't ]
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yeah, of course I noticed.
you okay?
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like, who even coughs up flowers? isn't that weird?
[ Mayou waffles an annoyingly long time on whether or not to keep jokingly downplaying everything before just biting the bullet and taking a photo: leaves, a couple small buds, and a smattering of red petals, cradled in her palm.
"You're coughing your feelings up as they get stuck in your throat." She hates how accurate that is when she just can't find the right words to say what she needs to say. ]
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weird. sure.
is it really bad?
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[ Like hell is she gonna say it's his fault, though. This is all on her. ]
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[What could he have done even if she had?]
so, what do we do to get rid of it?
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and i'm not really used to asking for help, so. this is difficult enough for me as-is.
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What do we do to get rid of it? Tch. Still playing a hero, even when she's busy turning into a complete and utter mess over nothing.
How should she say it?
Why won't the words come?
Long, snowy white lashes drift lower when her eyes shut for a minute, then two. Inhale. Exhale. She can feel the petals swelling in her chest... what were they called? Gardenias?
After that moment of stillness, she opens her eyes again and starts to type. ]
🔒 locked to hawks (look at her respecting his privacy like a dork)
if i said i had feelings for you
would that bother you?
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How does he respond to this?
How does he even feel about this?
Sure, he's had confessions before, plenty of times, but it was always just a matter of offering a charming easy letdown. This time...how does he even feel about Adeline? He's been so busy putting off that question for another time that he hasn't spent any time thinking about it. Sure, he's had a couple of 'oh fuck' moments about her, but surely it can't be...]
2/3 - 🔒 locked to mayou and hawks
hypothetically speaking?
I mean, bother isn't the right word, for sure
[He sends it, and winces, because that came across totally wrong, but he has no idea how to make it better.]
3/3 - 🔒 locked to mayou and hawks
Heart and breathing sped up. Inability to immediately give a gentle letdown with a smile. The sensation of emotionally being stuck in quicksand.]
I don't mean that in a bad way
[And this is when it hits him, where he knows the coughing flowers thing from. Hanahaki. Isn't that just for shojo anime though?]
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She's not really sure what this dull, mildly painful sensation is. Not disappointment per se — because she prepared herself for this, the gentle letdown rigmarole — but it sure isn't pleasant. An ache, maybe. Like a bruise.
Still... her lips quirk a little, finding the humor of it all. She can imagine the look on his face. ]
you can be blunt, you know. i can take it.
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it's not like that
I've turned down a lot of girls before, I'm pretty good at it.
so if that was the answer, I'd just say it
it's not that easy, in this case
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it's not time sensitive anyway so no rush lol
[ She needs to take a long nap. Or a walk. Or just... something to distract herself and give him space to process. ]
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[Is she as conflicted as he is? It's hard to tell from text, but he's not particularly eager for her to see him in this state either, worried and uncertain and not entirely confident.]
what do you mean by that?
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normally it's easier to just
idk
break things off way, way before it gets this far?
[ Oof. Asshole behavior in hindsight. That unwelcome sucker punch of self-awareness is gonna smart for a while. ]
but now that i'm here i don't know what i'm doing.
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oh, yeah. that's usually how I deal with it too. back home it was either fans wanting to marry me or one night stands starting to catch feelings. easier to just cut it off.
yeah, I've got no idea what I'm doing either
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pun mostly not intended
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i want a refund
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I kind of egret making the pun in the first place.
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i changed my mind
death by salad lungs is the lesser of two evils
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[A momentary pause, while he thinks, seriously, about this situation and what to do. He doesn't have friends here, not really. No one he can go to for advice. For a moment, he misses Endeavor, even if his advice probably wouldn't have been great to follow.]
would it be stupid to ask on the network if this happened to anyone else?
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that's how you get the biggest sample size, right? by reaching out to as many people as possible?
then no, there's nothing stupid about it.
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you want to come to my room after so we can laugh about the replies?
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