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hawks ([personal profile] birdleaf) wrote2025-02-02 12:48 pm

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  @hawks
23 / male / bisexual / 7♣  
   
             
     
 
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My Self-Summary

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    My Future Plans

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    My Talents

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    Favorite Books, Movies, Music, and Food

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      My Ideal Partner

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Height 172cm (5'7½")   Body Type lean muscular   Smokes no   Drinks in moderation   Drugs in moderation   Sign capricorn (dec 28)     Education classified     Occupation pro hero     Income classified     Children none     Pets none     Hobbies fried chicken & beer, flirting
             
   
 
 
 
art credit: one.   two.   three.   four.   five.  
       
    01. WINE OR BEER
BEER

    .02 CLOWNS OR MIMES
CLOWNS

    .03 BATH
SHOWER/BATH

    .04 PIRATES
PIRATES/NINJAS

    .05 TITS OR ASS
BOTH

    .06 COFFEE OR TEA
COFFEE

    .07 SPICY OR SWEET
SPICY

    .08 SUMMER OR WINTER
SUMMER

      .09 LEATHER OR LACE
LEATHER

    10. ROUGH SEX OR GENTLE SEX
BOTH

         
   
Personality Type
ENTJ-A
   
   
 
ENERGY
70%
extroverted
 
MIND
54%
intuitive
 
NATURE
68%
thinking
 
TACTICS
54%
judging
 
IDENTITY
75%
assertive
 
 
             
 
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calmomile: (93)

[personal profile] calmomile 2025-07-14 06:30 am (UTC)(link)
[ DRAGGING HER HANDS DOWN HER FACE god damn it Hawks, now's not the time———! ]

uhhhh
'mildly inconvenient 50/50 chance of being a problem' hey?

distress is definitely involved but it's complicated
calmomile: (71)

[personal profile] calmomile 2025-07-14 06:35 am (UTC)(link)
[ A pause.
A LONG pause. ]


i guess i could tell you the details over text and you can decide if it's worth an in-person visit?
probably simpler that way.
calmomile: (136)

[personal profile] calmomile 2025-07-14 07:02 am (UTC)(link)
sooooo i was coughing pretty bad for a while — that's why i've been ducking out a lot lately. dunno if you noticed.
the problem i'm talking about is.................................. part of that. i think. probably.


[ god have mercy on esikko if he was wrong about this because if this blows up on her for nothing she sure won't ]
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[personal profile] calmomile 2025-07-14 07:24 am (UTC)(link)
ha ha. not really.
like, who even coughs up flowers? isn't that weird?


[ Mayou waffles an annoyingly long time on whether or not to keep jokingly downplaying everything before just biting the bullet and taking a photo: leaves, a couple small buds, and a smattering of red petals, cradled in her palm.

"You're coughing your feelings up as they get stuck in your throat." She hates how accurate that is when she just can't find the right words to say what she needs to say. ]
calmomile: (126)

[personal profile] calmomile 2025-07-14 07:45 am (UTC)(link)
pretty bad. getting worse lately.

[ Like hell is she gonna say it's his fault, though. This is all on her. ]
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[personal profile] calmomile 2025-07-14 08:03 am (UTC)(link)
it was manageable before.

and i'm not really used to asking for help, so. this is difficult enough for me as-is.
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[personal profile] calmomile 2025-07-14 08:04 am (UTC)(link)
[ For a time Mayou just sits on the floor of her room and thinks; staring blankly at the blinking cursor on her device's text box, back propped against the corner of her bed with her legs drawn up to her chest, an arm curled around her knees like squeezing herself into a tiny ball is gonna do anything to make this clusterfuck better.

What do we do to get rid of it? Tch. Still playing a hero, even when she's busy turning into a complete and utter mess over nothing.

How should she say it?

Why won't the words come?




Long, snowy white lashes drift lower when her eyes shut for a minute, then two. Inhale. Exhale. She can feel the petals swelling in her chest... what were they called? Gardenias?
After that moment of stillness, she opens her eyes again and starts to type. ]
calmomile: (127)

🔒 locked to hawks (look at her respecting his privacy like a dork)

[personal profile] calmomile 2025-07-14 08:06 am (UTC)(link)
hey, keigo
if i said i had feelings for you








would that bother you?
calmomile: (114)

[personal profile] calmomile 2025-07-14 06:44 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Ah. There it is.
She's not really sure what this dull, mildly painful sensation is. Not disappointment per se — because she prepared herself for this, the gentle letdown rigmarole — but it sure isn't pleasant. An ache, maybe. Like a bruise.

Still... her lips quirk a little, finding the humor of it all. She can imagine the look on his face. ]


you can be blunt, you know. i can take it.
Edited 2025-07-14 18:45 (UTC)
calmomile: (93)

[personal profile] calmomile 2025-07-14 07:53 pm (UTC)(link)
yeah. i know the feeling

it's not time sensitive anyway so no rush lol


[ She needs to take a long nap. Or a walk. Or just... something to distract herself and give him space to process. ]
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[personal profile] calmomile 2025-07-14 09:14 pm (UTC)(link)
man, this is so embarrassing...

normally it's easier to just
idk
break things off way, way before it gets this far?


[ Oof. Asshole behavior in hindsight. That unwelcome sucker punch of self-awareness is gonna smart for a while. ]

but now that i'm here i don't know what i'm doing.
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[personal profile] calmomile 2025-07-14 10:48 pm (UTC)(link)
birds of a feather, huh?

pun mostly not intended

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